Some great posts here.
I've had some ups and downs in the hobby.
I've had months where I just played the crap out of pins, that just one more game feeling.
Other times I haven't gone near them for ages.
I'm going through a bad time ATM with some bad medical issues and have lost the feel of playing.
My partner who is also a pinhead try's to get me playing again but ATM I'm not feeling it, as she throws her high scores on my pins lol.
All the best, hope things resolve, and maybe all those high scores will get you back there! Nothing I love/hate more pin-wise than someone high scoring one of my games!