Lots of people have it way worse than you mate and they don't fell the need to plaster it over the internet looking for attention and sympathy.
Shit happens, life goes on, get over it.
I see Cow Corner is going for the most bitter man on the forum award again in 2014? 
No contest! he must really hate his own life 
No pats on the back for him, just some bad ones in the corner.
