Sometimes you are like a pitiful with a toy Cavey,
PITBULL not PITIFUL, fxxxking auto correct, you are not pitiful, just PASSIONATE!
It's all good. I knew what you meant.
Also I think you have a great lifestyle living near the beach.
That's something I have recently decided to start doing a lot more of, walking on a beach for exercise and that beautiful fresh salt air. Too much work means a lot of us who live on the Gold Coast don't get to enjoy the best the coast has to offer.