thanks guys, I knew once I was making it that it hit a point of out of reach,
Actually I have been offered a job at Heighway Pinball but my mother in law is terminally ill so no moving at the moment as my wife wants to get as much time as possible.
I just had my first paypal claim for a large order - and it was the German postal service that decided to not track goods once landed
- the way I am feeling with things going pear shaped - ready to chuck it in - over and out